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Mr. Ahmed was fifty-two years of age when he first came to me for
a consultation. Besides resorting to allopathic doctors for his
various complaints, he had also taken homeopathic treatment without
any significant relief. The interview took place in Hindi. I have
tried my best to translate it in the way the proceeding took place.
In spite of all his deep pathology, he was surprisingly of a cheerful
disposition.
"Doctor, I have had asthma since many years. The doctors
had prescribed Deltacrotil. I took an overdose of it and this resulted
in skin lesions. They were diagnosed as psoriasis by a dermatologist.
He injected some medicines into these patches. I developed stones
in the gall bladder. During that period, I was given some very strong
medication, for my psoriasis. It seemed to be on an experimental
basis. The doctor used to label the bottle as danger doses
(There was no information about this, but was probably some chemotherapeutic
medicine). The doctors used to monitor me very carefully when these
medications were going on. Unfortunately, my white blood cells started
decreasing at an extremely alarming rate. The medication had to
be discontinued.
As I had developed swelling and pain in my joints I consulted
a rheumatologist. He told that I had psoriatic arthritis and started
administering local cortisone injections.
At that time I happened to consult a reputed cardiologist, who
had one look at me and said that you have wasted twelve years of
your life with these medications. You can only be cured by homeopathy.
(I found out later that the above cardiologists wife was a
homeopath!)
I soon started homeopathic treatment from a local homeopath During
his treatment I developed jaundice. This was preceded by
an acute colic. This happened while I was at work, so they rushed
me to a nearby municipal hospital. They had to administer pain relieving
injections. This did settle the colic but the jaundice took a while
to clear. Because of my frail health they were not too keen to take
me for surgery. All these emergencies interrupted my homeopathic
treatment. This upsets my homeopath a lot. He tells me that I am
interfering with the action of the homeopathic treatment. I understand
what he is saying, but what can I do? How many absentees can I take
from work? And when I am taken to a hospital in an emergency, I
cannot stop them from taking whatever steps they feel is right.
(Question) : During the gall stone colic, what were the
symptoms?
(Answer) : I can only remember that there was an agonizing
pain around this area (points at his right hypochondrium). It started
with a dull pain that morning which gradually built up soon after
my lunch break at work. I remember applying hard pressure on that
area. I remember having relief in my pain from eructation. As there
was also profuse sweat while they were rushing me in the ambulance,
the doctor who was not familiar with my medical history started
treating me for a heart ailment. But that was soon stopped when
I reached the hospital.
(Question) : Tell me about your work?
(Answer) : I have been working at the docks since 1967.
Due to my poor health, they have allocated me some light work which
is mostly supervision.
(Question) : What ailment did you have in the beginning
and how did it start ?
(Answer) : It started with asthma. As my parents had expired
while I was only a child, I was taken care of by my maternal uncles.
One of them was responsible for my education. He was a very strict
man. I used to be very mischievous. When I was ten years old I had
stolen a small amount of money from home. In anger my uncle pushed
my head into a bucket of water and held it for some time. I remember
swallowing a lot of water and gasping for breath. Soon after this
incident I got my first attack of asthma. This uncle of mine had
asthma as well. He was very concerned about my future. He strongly
believed that if he did not curb my bad habits at this stage, I
would get into wrong habits and develop a bad moral character. Even
though I respected him I remember being very scared of him.
(Question) : Say more about your nature as a child ?
(Answer) : I was a scared and short-tempered child. Besides
being scared of beating by my uncle, I also had a fear of any creature
with wings. This exists to date. I have not had any bad experience
for this to develop.
My uncle wanted me to study all the time. I was very fond of Cricket
and Carrom. They used to feel these are all a waste of time. They
were afraid I would fail. I always cleared my exams. I did not need
to put in that much effort. But they would never understand that.
Once out of fear of being beaten, I left my home. I wanted to die.
My uncle found me after two days and brought me back home. After
this incident he softened his stand towards me slightly.
I remember being a very good eater. I was in good health, in fact
towards being obese. I had been teasingly nicknamed Cupboard
because of my capacity to keep storing food within me. But my asthma
deteriorated my health and interfered in my studies. Even though
I enjoyed studying, my uncle felt that after matriculation it would
be best that I start service. That is when I joined the docks as
an apprentice.
I was very embarrassed by the flakes of psoriasis that would peel
off on scratching my scalp. I used to feel that I have suffered
enough. Nobody else should contact the disease due to contamination
from me. The skin doctor repeatedly told me that psoriaris is not
contagious. But the fact is that people feel repulsed by the sight
of my skin disease. People shake hands with me with some hesitation.
I feel hurt as I am very sensitive by nature. I cannot tolerate
disrespect by anybody. If I am angered I abuse. I can do anything
to anybody. I lose all control.
If somebody is dishonest I get very angry. I can even beat him
up. I have no patience. Our holy priest used to tell me that if
I learnt patience it would be in my favour. But even though I try,
I cannot help myself.
I get impatient if things are not being done on time. I shout in
anger. Then I repent. If I had been patient it would have been good.
I am only harming myself.
If my wife spends more than she should, I get angry on her, then
I repent.
I am very outspoken. I point out faults even of my close friends.
Then I feel bad as I have lost some good friends due to my nature.
People say I am very fault finding.
I can be like that even with my doctor. I have close relations
with him. If I spend money on a taxi to reach his clinic and he
gives an excuse for not coming, I tell him that he is looking for
the slightest pretext not to attend his clinic. When my words upset
him, then I feel bad.
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