| 'This following is a dialogue
by Dr. Fayeton and others on the remedy Carcinosin. The discussion
centers on the case of Laura and reveals the evolution
of the themes of this remedy.
The hypothesis of Ramon revealed a Carcinosin patient who sees God
as a tyrant whom he refuses to listen to or obey.
Following
Agnès Flour’s observation I discover the following themes in Laura’s
case:
-
Theme of support (including the strength to sacrifice her own pleasure
for the benefit of others)
- The 6th nucleus of internal reconciliation: after
a terrible struggle, she accepts the sacrifice and finds peace and
joy.
Theme
of support:
‘The
drama with my father (19 days of coma and the enduring consequences), nobody
noticed it because my father has the same nature to endure as I
have. I am more courageous than anybody else, I follow my way and
for a long time people told me that I resembled my father, it annoyed
me.’
She
often talks about her strength and her self-denial but we notice
that this sacrifice does not bring her happiness.
‘When
I assume a duty, it is like a castigation’ or ‘the burden of responsibility which
appears from all sides.’ And she weeps saying she has always
been at the service of the whole family. She feels exhausted and
only has had one happy moment in her life: the birth of her daughter.
‘I
am very obedient, I am hyper-obedient, more so than other people.’
In
her life story we notice that when she can, she will avoid discipline:
she lied to her mum when she was told to have an injection against
her cough, but tore the prescriptions and didn’t go. She upsets
the discipline in the dancing class because something does not go
the way she wants. She has a love life outside the social norm for
where she lives, where marriage is sacred: She divorces, has a lover
then a second one whom she marries. She has her own religion, ‘I
am not religious in the way the church teaches us, my God is not
the one that was crucified. I am a believer in my own way, I believe
in my own God and energy that is within me, which is part of me.’
(meaning: a God who has no existence for whom one will not become
a martyr)’
Laura wants the strength but she refuses to acknowledge that the
strength of the martyr would be the virtue of strength. But she
cures her nostalgia of home by finding an image of Jesus on a Hindu
altar. She says that she likes the popular fetes in honour of the
Virgin Mary, because they resonate with her daily life: She adores
her mother, her father is a beast, a dangerous wolf.
As soon as she is getting better she realises that her father loves
her. (And she participates in the Good Friday precession.)
We can conclude there is something wrong in her affirmation of being
disciplined; it is an egotrophic affirmation: ‘I am obedient,…’
, it is what she says but the way she lives her life shows it is
not really true. Of course, being a homeopath we should not make
a moral judgement, but from a dynamic miasmatic diagnostic point
of view, she states something that she does not really do.
‘To keep one’s promises is a castigation.’ It is a castigation because
she feels obliged to keep them and she does not know whether she
follows her own will or that of others. In the same sense: keeping
your word, giving herself to the truth, … does not make her flourish:
she keeps going using her moral force, but it annoys her.
It is the sacrifice without joy of egotrophy in the first degree.
In my opinion Carsinosin is not the remedy of those who had a rigid
education, but for those who complain about it.
Is the ‘reservation’ of Carcinosin not the fear of being called to
be sacrificed? ‘Let’s not be noticed, too much could be asked of
us.’ Some people would say it is best not to be noticed too much
by God, He may want to ask more from us than we wish to give. In
this case Carsinosin is one of the remedies to consider.
The 6th nucleus.
When Laura offers something of herself, her hair, we
can see the 6th nucleus of internal ‘reconciliation’:
after a struggle she accepts a sacrifice and find peace and joy.
Conclusion: Carcinosin wishes the strength was given to man to escape
death and not to transgress it, to achieve immortality without sacrifice.
Carcinosin refused the strength for the martyr, for the sacrifice,
and therefore loses strength.
Egotrophy 1st degree: Carcinosin will have
an increased sense of sacrifice, it is the eternal sacrifice. But
it is a sacrifice without joy. It is not a fire of joy but a black
cloud.
Egotrophy 2nd degree: Carcinoson will find
the strength to immortalise alone and not expect to be resuscitated
by God.
In the light of this work, there is an interesting comment by Enrique
Caturla Martinez on children who appeared dead in utero, who confirm
the idea of the passage to life through a challenge of death: a
dying-resurrection.
Would it be possible to express Carcinosin in a more universal way
by saying:
Carcinosin wanted to offer himself immortality and lost the strength.
Therefore his mistake relates to the force that enables the passage
of this life to immortality.
Man, through his own forces, cannot achieve this passage;
he needs to receive the Divine Force to accomplish the sacrifice
(obedience) requested of him and receive the Divine energies of
resurrection. He refuses to receive the force of resurrection,
he wishes to give it to himself. He refused the need for assistance
of the Divine Force. He wanted that the force of man were sufficient.
In a certain way Laura expressed this concept: ‘I am a believer
in my own way, I believe in my own God, and energy that is there,
inside me, which is part of me.’
When Enrique asks: ‘When you say spiritual, what do you mean?’
She answers in terms of the vital force.
Carcinosin refuses to pass through death according to a plan received
by his creator (apoptose), he wishes to immortalise using his own
natural forces, his capacity to multiply mitosis, he refuses the
radical transformation that God wants for him through the trusting
of His hands, to achieve a higher level by uniting his tiny human
force to the infinite Divine Force.
He does not want to make that sacrifice, to undergo
this.
One would think that Adam (Bible) was not to go through the passage
of death but needed to accept an act of obedience to achieve eternal
grace. His immortality was such a gift added to his nature that
he lost it through his disobedience of the Giver (following the
instructions that come with the present).
Castigation, he loses both the physical force and the virtue of the
force, those to endure evil until the sacrifice.
Adam needed to renounce part of his desire of grace,
being immediate like God. (Impatience of Carcinosin)
In egotrophy 1st degree: he shows he has the physical
strength to endure until sacrifice but he cannot achieve joy, the
joy God reserves for his obedient faithful.
In egotrophy 2nd degree: I enjoy the spiritual
joy without the need to support anything, I have it through the
energy that is within me and I don’t need to adapt to any rules.
I broke down all the barriers, I fulfil myself without limits (like
the cancerous cells gone mad with their mitosis that escape all
control).
In egolysis: there is no strength for anything anymore, he panics in front
of the least ordeal and gives up.
In heterolysis: He shows others their weakness, their egoism,
their disobedience, their incapacity to endure
We can conclude that all cancerous cells carry the similitude of
the problem of Carcinosin, whatever the origin of the tissue or
the problem of the patient that carries the cancer cells.
This desire to carry in oneself all the strength of immortality without
receiving from others, explains all the digestive problems (constipation)
and anorexia: if my cells are immortal, they don’t need to nourish
themselves. It is not surprising that Dr. T Smits says the following:
‘Carsinosin has the sensation he needs to do something for himself
to improve his health.’
It is true that my health is somewhat dependant on my right attitude.
The metaphysical error of Carsinosin is to believe that he gives
mortality to himself.
Dr. SML Fayeton, 05/07/04
Dr. Agnes Flour, March 2008.
Egotrophy of the 1st degree relates to all
cancers. Anybody can develop a cancer because of our fascination
for the egotrophy of the 1st degree, this force that
could support all the weakness of the flesh. The strength of the
human soul without limits.
This process is present in the Carcinogenese, even in persons who
are not Carcinosin. People who have cancers and are not Carcinosin
are fascinated by the force of Carcinosin.
Did Carcinosin envy the force of Divine creation which can, when
it wants, decide to bring the animated being to life, starting from
nothing?
Hypothesis, SML Fayeton and Marcelo Gerstner
04/09/08.
SML
Fayeton:
The
refusal
I
don’t think he envies the Divine force which created from nothing,
this belongs to Conium. He envies the plenitude of life.
He
wants to be immortal, independent of the Divine force which made
him rise from nothing, sustains him at any time in life and resuscitates
him when he dies. But also, he refuses to depend of any external
force that tries to guide his life, harmonise him with something
other than himself, measure him, slow him down in his expansion.
Sacrifice:
(Merriam-Webster):
An act of offering to a deity something precious, something offered
in sacrifice, destruction or surrender of something for the sake
of something else, something given up or lost. When you sacrifice
something you give it up and give it to something or someone else,
you take into account somebody else and this includes also a limitation
of one’s own expansion.
The
refusal to depend on an exterior force incorporates perfectly the
hypothesis of Ramon Frendo: He sees God as a tyrant and he projects
this view onto his father; that is why he pretends to be a victim
of an education that was too strict.
The
cancerous cell loses its differentiation (Agnes Flour). It is logical.
If I want to exist on my own, I don’t need to differentiate. Differentiation
implies the exchange of different competences united in a common
project. Dr. Degroote said: ‘They have the ideas of others and appropriate
them, but they have no personality themselves.’
In
egotrophy, we see them on the outlook for celebrity.
The
Divine attribute envied.
In
respect of all the information about cancerous cells given to us
by Agnès Flour, can we say that the Divine attribute envied by the
Carcinosin patient is this fullness of life which is inside the
person without any external force?
Laura
says: ‘this drama, I carry it myself and I do not share it with
anybody.’
The
cancerous cell multiplies without restraint, completely independent
of any external influence trying to modify, control, stop its actions
and it invades everything, because a cancer in a body wishes to
exist alone, devour all, that all other cells cannot exist but through
her, that nothing exists outside her. Carcinosin wants to become
one with all that exists so that everything exists in him. He becomes
the force of everything that transforms inside himself, he sacrifices
nothing of his possible development for the existence of the others
around him, he supports everything so that everything that exists
becomes him.
Marcelo
Gerstner: Yes, I really think it is the way you say it.
He
envied the fullness of life absolutely immanent from God who is
the perfect act of life because He is totally action, without any
potential need to acquire further perfection coming from outside,
or from the relation with the exterior. Also, this
perfect life implies there is no need for God to relate to the outside,
for God, the outside does not exist.
The
envied Divine attribute is the absolute immanence, even in relations.
SML
Fayeton:
Therefore
the mistake of Carcinosin is the Divine perfection he aspires to,
the perfect immanence even in relationship. Carcinosin cannot realise
this perfect immanence within his human condition. Only in God,
the relations between people can be immanent. The refusal of death
and sacrifice are only aspects of Carcinosin who does not want to
be under the influence of something else apart from himself, or
being ‘abandoned’ to another power but himself.
Conclusions:
The
suffering:
Having
wanted to integrate everything inside himself to exert a perfect
immanent action with no need for an external force, he lost the
strength to come out of himself to create an exchange with others.
Laura cannot say: “I love you”. Others are perceived to be a painful
test, that one’s own reaction is not perfect because it is not solely
immanent. This leads to introversion (protect against exchanges
with others): reserved, secret, impressionable, timid, aversion
to being touched, consoled, questioned, evaluated (panic from evaluations),
allergy. He loses the strength to act outside himself, (resorts
to writing, study) and loses the love of others who feel manipulated
by him (feels abandoned). He always wants to be in the act: insomnia,
fear of not being able to fall asleep, ameliorated by an act of
willpower.
In
God, the relation between people is absolutely immanent. This, Carcinosin
cannot imitate, therefore great need for love, looks for affection
and cajoling all the time, in an exaggerated manner.
Egotrophy
in 1st degree: Because intelligence is the immanent faculty of man,
Carcinosin prefers intellectual life. (brilliant and precocity)
In
other cases, will be full of love for others (exalts their capacity
for exchanges). He tries to attract the lost relation by being very
obedient, always trying to please others, to sacrifice himself in
a compulsive way because he cannot compensate the loss of love,
he cannot achieve joy.
He
will highlight his differentiation, wants to be popular.
Egotrophy
2nd degree: Nothing exists outside me, if something exists I will integrate
it into me. I will carry all, all the worries and secrets of the
family, all the maledictions of the previous generations.
Or
I will devour and transform everything into its own substance, I
will make them work for me; large companies that make others go
broke and then buy them for the symbolic pound to make them work
for their own profit. Nothing of my desire for expansion is sacrificed
to allow the existence of others.
Heterolysis: Reproaches others that
they cannot sacrifice themselves, that they cannot give.
Egolysis: painfully accepts the
loss of the exchanges with the surroundings. Indifference, closed
into himself, no personality, insulates from others, does not play
with others, children daydreaming, poor school performance, dyslexia,
precocious masturbation, anorexia, constipation and why not autism.
The damned prisoner (Hypothesis Dr. M. Zala).
Cured:
He will enjoy immanence
fully, not in the way God does it, but the way it is designed for
humans: a composition of human and body. His inclination will be
to communicate to others the fruits of internal contemplation of
his Creator (and not of himself) which will give his soul the strength
to deprive himself out of love for the other, whose existence and
needs he recognises.
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