| Medicine procured from Roy & Co., Mumbai.
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Symptoms of the Mind:
1. NEIGHBOURS INTRUDING INTO YOUIR SPACE, INTERFERING WITH
YOUR PRIVACY ---CAN’T TOLERATE IT FIGHTING BACK. (4), 5, 9,
10
PROVER – 4: Our neighbour took away our gas cylinder. I told
my mother “how can she take us for granted?
Frequently used word was ‘ bothered ‘. Somebody bothering
me or why bother others. Everyone has right to give his or her opinion
in life. Intolerance to interference. Once I applied make-up and
my brother commented about my looks but I said whatever I I’m
looking I can manage myself.
PROVER –5:Previously my neighbour used to come and ask for
things and I used to give but this time I just refused.
PROVER-9: Our neighbour usually borrows things from us. She took
away my sister’s dress for her daughter. I felt how could
she just take away the dress. I just got up, went to her place,
woke her up and got the dress back politely. She was sweet in taking
away the dress and even I was very sweet.
She is a very irritating woman, just comes and takes away things.
She is very manipulative. Any hour, any day she will come asking
for this or that. She is very talkative, inquisitive, talks ill
of others. (gossips)
PROVER – 10: Neighbour keeping furniture in our house, disturbing
my privacy, taking me for granted.
2. EXPLOITED AND TAKEN FOR GRANTED—TROUBLED –RETALIATING
BACK. (2,4,5,6,9,10)
PROVER – 2: Usually I offer my seat to others in local train
and people misuse it. I started getting the feeling that I’ve
paid for it why should I give my seat.
Our maid wanted some money for her son’s treatment and she
was troubling us for that. I said if her son is dying let him die.
If she is bad, I will be worse. I felt she was taking undue advantage
of us.
Fighting on small things – retaliating back. Why should I
tolerate? I should fight back.
PROVER - 4: Dream: Dr Sunil Anand is scolding me that how can you
take me for granted? You all are not studying; you all are not working
hard.
Dream: Auto driver taking us for granted – took us in the
wrong direction.
Wanted to complain against the bus driver who started the bus before
we could get in.
My parents are looking out for proposals, but I’m frustrated
with all this. I feel I should find a good match myself. Why are
all unnecessarily interfering in my life?
PROVER – 5: Previously if I had problems at home even if
I felt it, I would not speak. But now I felt it was enough. If they
don’t understand why should we?
I got very angry when one doctor treated us very badly.
I was teaching a boy and I had worked hard with him. Next time
the child’s mother thought of paying less and I got angry.
I felt exploited and felt that next time I’m not going to
give tuitions.
PROVER – 6: I was very irritable and I would retaliate. I
would not listen to anybody and choose to do what I wanted. I felt
nobody is fair to me. I felt they are trying to push me down, be
one up above me, and suppress me so how could I bear? I have to
retaliate very strongly.
PROVER – 9: Fights with brother about T.V. channels. (2,4,5,6,10)
PROVER – 10: My sister is of dominating type, she fights
with me, but let it go. I felt it is enough and that now I’m
going to retaliate. I was very critical.
Dream: My cousin wanted some certificates for a job. He had to
go home and get them. He was staying on the fifth floor and he had
to face many hurdles to get them, which was delaying him.
Dream: Friend getting married. Her husband and in-laws betraying
her. Her mother-in-law appeared to be a shrewd, calculative person.
3. RUDE AND QUARRELSOME, CRITICAL, ESPECIALLY AT HOME
NOT WITH FRIENDS.
PROVER – 1: I was too rude with my sister, not outside but
more at home.
PROVER – 2: I am fighting with everyone on minor things –
what is your problem- mind your own business.
PROVER – 4: I smiled at a child but she didn’t smile
back. I got so irritated I wanted to go behind her and pinch her
very badly.
Once when I was traveling by bus, it was very crowded. One lady
touched my hair, that is very common, but I told her ‘ can’t
you see?’ I spoke rudely to her. The lady told me ‘
if you are so fussy you better travel by first class.
My tailor had put buttons in my dress, which were very dark. I
felt it very odd. He asked me, ‘did you like it?’ I
said, ‘Is it good? Why don’t you put it on your shirt?’
PROVER – 5: While traveling by train I happened to touch
a lady, she made a face. I got irritated and told her ‘ why
don’t you travel by first class?’
PROVER –9: Irritable and angry at trifles esp. at home, but
when I am out with friends, no problems.
PROVER – 10: Was very irritable and short-tempered. My family
members labeled me as ‘khadus’ (irritable person).
I don’t shout at children but that day a girl was fidgeting
with my clothes and papers and I shouted at her.
I was rude and abrupt in showing my reaction esp. about other’s
behaviour. I would tell it on their face.
4. EVE – TEASING, TOUCHING, FOLLOWED BY ROMEO, THREAT
OF RAPE – HARASSED – RETALIATING BACK. (2,4,5,10)
PROVER – 2: One person (car driver) was following me, threat
was of not robbing or raping but it was that he may harass me, tease
me like road side Romeo. I thought dare he do something and I will
show him; make a big show of it.
PROVER – 4: I was going and group of boys passed some comments
and I back answered them.
When I was waiting for the bus, thoughts came to my mind that suppose
a jeep comes and they pick me up (threat of rape) then I won’t
scream for help but I’ll give them one. I’ll handle
it myself. (Usually I am very protected and don’t go out alone.)
Dream: somebody is trying to rape me and I am saving myself by
jumping from the building.
PROVER – 5: I read some rape case in the newspaper. Previously
I used to feel what could a girl do? But now I feel we should do
something or the other to protect ourselves.
When I was traveling by bus a fellow sitting next to me was sleeping
in such a way that he was falling on me, so I got irritated. I thought
if he falls on me I’d show him.
PROVER –10: I’ve fear of eve teasing and sexual assault
when I used to pass a certain area (Bandra-east), which is famous
for that. But after the dose I was strong and I felt I could face
anything.
5. SELF- WILLED, CONFIDENT, FEARLESSNESS, WANTS TO HANDLE
THINGS HERSELF, NOT SCARED OF EUNUCHS. (1,2,3,4,5,10)
IRRITABILITY AND ANXIETY GOING DOWN. (8,9,10)
PROVER – 1: Everything was going in wrong way. Usually I
get irritated but I was cool about it. I took it lightly. I was
confident whatever happens I will handle it.
PROVER – 4: When I go for buying dresses, I take opinion
of everyone and I don’t like to tell that I don’t want
this and than I repent. But this time my aunt suggested something
and insisted it is good for me. I refused immediately and said,
'it won’t look good on me, and it will look good on your daughter.’
We had an invitation for a wedding and usually girls are meant
to stay back at home, as if they have no right to enjoy. This time
I got angry and retaliated back.
Once there was smoke in the building. In past also such thing had
happened. I told my father, ‘we won’t go out, anything
can happen any time.’ But this time the reaction was different.
I went out and witnessed everything.
Past I was very scared of eunuchs but now face them very boldly.
I detest the way they touch you in order to extract money.
I had some ill feeling about my colleague and to my wonder I went
add spoke against her to her best friends and told them to tell
her how foolishly she was acting.
While going by bus, there were many people in the gangway, so it
took some time to reach the front so I couldn’t get down and
the bus went ahead. I was very annoyed and abused the driver and
the people who didn’t give way. (Unusual for me.)
PROVER – 9: I was sitting on the bed and the painting on
the wall collapsed near me, but I was least affected by it.
PROVER – 10: Usually I thing a lot before asking questions
– now I feel I have become more bold.
6. AS IF SHE IS A CHEAP WOMAN – GUILT OF STEALING
PEN, PURSE. (2,4,8)
PROVER – 2: Experience in the train. A lady’s purse
was picked up. Every one in the train was very cautious about their
bags. When the station came by mistake I pushed someone’s
purse. She just looked at me and carried her purse properly. But
I had so much guilt feeling in my mind that I said – no I
was just worried about my bag. As soon as I got down from the train
I couldn’t dare to turn back and just ran away.
PROVER – 4: Once I borrowed a pen from my friend. I signed
the muster and kept it in my bag and my friend, in front of others,
just happened to tell me, 'you have taken my pen, give it back.’
I felt so embarrassed I told her sorry ten times.
PROVER – 8: DREAM: - I have stabbed someone. My brother asked
me did you kill him? I told him ‘ can I ever do that?’
He said be sure about it. I remembered the knife, which I had used,
for murder and that was missing from my house. I felt if my brother
goes there and finds that knife, he would come to know about it.
Thinking about it, I suddenly got up.
7. SUPERIORITY FEELING. (1,2,3,4,5,8,10)
PROVER – 1: Dream: I am giving exams – orals. I am
very good at reading and my teacher is very pleased with me and
gives me good marks. He praises me. I am very happy and very proud.
PROVER – 2: Dream: of getting first prize in competition,
and being honored as a judge in another competition in the second
dream.
PROVER – 3: It is a scene of a jungle, many people are standing
and I just place my hand in inside the mouth of a lion. I give a
blow on his head and the lion dies. I was happy that I have done
something big.
PROVER – 4: Reaction at home,’ are you someone great.’
My friends were just admiring me ‘ Rasika you are looking
good, doing well.
PROVER – 5: Dream of an actress. Amongst other girls who
were allopaths, I told her you should talk to me because I am a
homoeopath and I am unique.
8. PROVERS FELT THAT THEY ARE PROVING PLACEBO. THEY HAVE
TO BE A GOOD PROVER. (1,2,3,8.)
PROVER – 1: I went through the whole Boericke’s materia
medica to find out which drug we are proving as I wanted to be sure
that I am not proving psychologically – proving sac-lac.
PROVER – 2: I was obsessed that I have to note down everything.
I have to be a good prover.
9. APPEARANCE PROBLEM. (3,10)
PROVER –3: I was very much bothered about my hair fall –
that’s the beauty of girls. (Their hair).
PROVER – 10: My friend’s sister plucks off my eyebrows
totally…. I see my hair fallen on the pillow and I get lot
of anxiety that now what will happen? I used to get lots of compliments
about my hair in the past from my friends, so now what if that is
gone.
PROVER: I was very conscious of looks, feeling I am not looking
good and was trying all the things to look good.
Need to be dressed as the best, best jewelry, or I will not feel
part of the group. Did not mind being overdressed, but should not
be underdressed. Need to attract. I should not be less, should be
up-to-date.
10. ANMALS – dogs, cats, cockroaches, crabs, insect
in the ear.
11. COMPETITION. (2,4,10)
PROVER – 2: Dream of competitions – getting first
prize.
Need to be a good prover.
PROVER – 4: Dream – Something to do with study/ case
taking. I had done what I was supposed to do, but then I felt that’s
not enough, I should be no.1, on the top, should always be the best.
PROVER – 10: Dream: Dr. Sankaran’s class about proving.
We all want to ask questions and there is a competition. I had to
suppress others and ask questions first.
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